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So... Yeah I've been feeling down for the past... Hour or so. Just stupid memory's of embarrassing events. One just resently. See, when I stay up late or get too confortable, I act... Pretty weird. It's who I am and I don't think about it til the day after. Yesterday, I went to a highschool event with my church. Broom-ball. Totally worth it. But... Towards the end I was super cold, and my feet pretty much were frozen stiff. It hurt and bother me so much I count stop talking. And well.... Two of my friends noticed. One, she's pretty cool about it. The other, that silence was just enough.... Now this is the highschool church group. I see them EVERY Sunday and Wednesday. Things couldn't get any worse... Top of that the two were apart or our homeschool group. So I'll be seeing them more often then usual. No doubt they'll be talking about it tomorrow at church.... And, it's killing me just at the thought.
As for the other words listed, those are words my own sister has said to me. We've been close ever since we were little. But once those words came out of her mouth that one day, we grew apart. Sure we have our good moments but.... She just talks me down. If you'd know me in real life, I'm highly shy, quiet, and just plain boring and preserved. Really, this is all result from my sister's actions toward me. Really, I'm outgoing, energetic, daring, and just love to be with friends. Well... Use to... She thinks she's superior over me and my brothers. In reality, I'm the oldest and use to be the one helping her and my bother for anything. Now, she's taken over with force. Her words only make it worse. Usually, those words don't hurt me when it comes to YouTube comments, etc etc. But... Something about her saying it just... Hurts. It's like I'm stabbed 1,000,000,000,000 times over. I use to be the daring Tom-boy of the family. Now, I'm quiet. I hardly say a word even at home, I can't talk right, i stutter, I can't even walk right anymore. My health is declining, I'm bursting into tears with ease, I just can't... Be myself anymore.....
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i can agree need anything like suport i can do my best to. only way i can say thanks for the times you helped me. anyways dont listen to them. i get it can get to you but your awesome. well have those moments. so i see three supports to help you. also im 99.9999% sure with that you can beat it